I Retreat

When the going gets tough, I retreat. Into my mind, my thoughts, my prayers. Right now...the going is tough. I am hidden away in my mind...constantly talking to God. I try to pull myself out for my family, my friends, and for my girls. But, it is hard...so hard.

Thank you so much to all who reach out. I need that desperately because I don't. I don't allow myself to reach out. In my mind, I am strong. I don't ignore, I deal. I research, I learn, I plan. What are we going to do next? What are our options? What will make the most sense? What does He have in His plan?

For those who reach out, I thank you. My responses my be short, or perhaps not at all, but I love you all and thank you for reaching out and helping me come out of my retreat.